I Wish My Life Was Different

by The Baddest Beams

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I've never wanted to ruin anyone's life
But no one can undo what you did
If you were to die before I could ruin your life
Then I would wreck the lives of all of your kids
and the lives of all their families

I know that you think the world is a beautiful place
The fact that you exist proves that's not true
I know you believe in the whole human race
Well the human race does not believe in you
Not even your own family

You don't control your actions
Or take responsibility
You have no moral compass
No sense of integrity
That's how it seems to me

But maybe I just need someone to blame
Sometimes it seems like things will always stay the same
I heard your favorite band. I think they're lame

Every single thought that passes through my brain
Has the ability to cause someone else pain
And Pain to their whole family

The petty victories on which my life depends
The collective aching heart of me and all my friends
And my entire family

There's nothing in my life in which I can believe
The world could end and nothing much would change for me

But maybe I just need someone to blame
Sometimes it seems like things will always stay the same
I heard your favorite band. I think they're lame
It's the petty victories that get me through the day

All the people in my life who I'll forget
A stranger's just a friend that I have not lost yet
It almost makes me sorry

All the people in my life to whom I've lied
All the insecurities I try to hide
I'm giving up I never even should have tried
This ain't rock & roll this is suicide

So go home and tell your family.

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released 01 October 2014
Music and words by AJ Marsden

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